My solution to my intimidation was to get out and run. The last two weeks haven't been that great as far as my training goes due to being sick and cold/snowy weather. I was supposed to do a 4 mile long run yesterday, but decided running in the cold wasn't a good idea until I stop being sick. Today the sun was out and it got into the 40s, so I decided it would be ok to run. I grabbed the dogs and off we went. I've learned that running with both dogs helps me to run faster and farther than I when I'm alone. I wasn't planning on having a good run, simply because my last couple weren't that great, but I went anyway.
I'm really glad I did! I don't know if it was the motivation from the NY race, the dogs, or what but I did my 4 miles in 58 minutes. That breaks down to about a 14 minute mile, which isn't stellar, but I was consistent. I only took a couple brief walk breaks. Right now I'm not as concerned with time as I am being able to run the distance, so every time I run a bit more and walk a bit less its a win.
I still don't consider myself a runner, but I did miss it last week when I was sick. I don't like getting out there and doing it...but I do love the fact that I see myself improving each week that I get out there. I guess I am starting to understand why runners run, something I never thought would happen.